Fear of not Living up to Expectations

Growing up I have had high expectations for myself. Things like earning a certain amount of money by some certain age, the job I want, cars I want, basically a certain lifestyle. If I don't get to live that lifestyle in my lifetime then it will be a huge disappointment to me. I know it will take hard work and consistency to reach that lifestyle but sometimes doubt can get in the way. Every day is a constant pressure on myself to push for more, but then laziness can hit or this idea that perhaps I'm not doing enough to achieve this.

                                          

Many have the same thought as me for living this lifestyle but not everyone makes it because it's a rigorous route. I want to overcome this mentality that holds me back from my full potential. Setting high standards for oneself can help them personally grow but it can cause self-criticism too. So, although, it is great to put these expectations on oneself it has its ups and downs. It also comes down in the way I take care of myself. Taking care of my body is big for me and if my body is not to its best ability then I won't be able to function to my best ability either. Self-care is part of this lifestyle, staying fit and active is very important. If I had a rough week and did not take care of my body enough then it feels like a setback in a way. Keeping up with work, school, and my health is what motivates most to stay consistent with my goals. Also, creating new ideas for future so I am able to go on to the next steps.

Do you fear not living up to certain expectations?